Silly is you in a natural state, and serious is something you have to do until you can get silly again ~ Mike Myers
What makes you silly? What makes you absolute so happy, that you are silly about it?
For the last ten years, the thought of being able to control my time has been my dream. I used to think I could do it through direct sales. Now I know I can do it through writing.
You have to figure out what makes you absolutely happy or silly and pursue it. Sometimes you realize that at younger age and pursue it from the moment you figure it out. Sometimes you won't figure that out until you're much older.
Whatever your case, once you figure out what makes you silly, pursue it with all your energy.